Inse­cu­rity is my neces­sity, it makes me who I am. Slowly it has made me who I am. Slowly it is mak­ing me what I have to become. A lost world of nerves and jit­ters that com­pli­cate my soul and cloud my mind Every­thing goes by me with­out a care in the world, but I do care, deeply in my essence. My heart is is wide and strong, I know I care too much. Some­times it seems I have lost my focus, the dri­ving force that once made me a stronger per­son. My desire to win as been replaced by the need to get by. It just seems that is all there is.

(unfin­ished)

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